my anxiety gets the best of me in every situation involving boys. I seriously can’t be in a relationship cause I freak out. I hate this.

"Do not tell everyone your story. You will only end up feeling more rejected. People cannot give you what you long for in your heart. The more you expect from people’s response to your experience of abandonment, the more you will feel exposed to ridicule."

Henri J. M. Nouwen (via shi-mai)

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